Today I planned to do nothing but stay home. So I got home and it was left over night. Ashton and I vegged today with our doggies snuggling with us. It was nice. Then it was bedtime. I got her in her crib, no tears, on time! She feel asleep with no fuss!
I enjoyed the solitude. Just vegging... snuggling with the pups. But one hour later, Ashton started crying. I walked up and she begged to be rocked. She was scared. I accomplished a small victory, but in the end, I don't know if i gained any ground.
On top of which, our family just found out today that my husband's sister has a mass on her colon. They are biopsying it to see if it's cancer. We should find out tomorrow. This is very scary news, as her mother, my mother-in-law just died of colon cancer two years ago. I can't imagine my husband and his dad going through this again. It's still raw, the loss of Kay to the family. I don't know how they'll cope. I pray it's benign.
I can't imagine how my husband and his father are feeling right now. And tonight my husband is performing in front of a test audience. Tomorrow is opening night. I hope he can enjoy the performance and get through all of this. I'm sure he is distracted beyond belief.
I pray to God for her and the family.