It's hard to believe the weekend is over. It was our last weekend at home without our girl. Hard to believe. And today is the last holiday without my girl. Easter is so special this year, because I'm so thankful for my amazing daughter... whom I'll meet in a week and one day. I can't wait to teach her about Jesus and His love for us and what Easter really means.
Am I excited... yes and no. Yes, I'm excited, but not excited as in true excitement. More like anxious. There's too much to be done still before we go and worry about before I can even think about us becoming parents. Not to mention it still doesn't seem real. Even with the packing, I don't think knowing I'll be in China Thursday is sunk in. I bet it will all sink in either the day of a a few days after. Not that I'm not thankful or not trying to take in the now. But it's amazing how exhausted I already am with all the planning.
One weekend left without our girl and 3 days left until we board a plane to China! Wow! I say it but don't believe it. Maybe that's a good thing else I'd freak myself out.
I wish I didn't have to go to work the next 2 days. But it is what it is. Maybe I can move my lunch hour to the end of the day. I don't know. I just really don't want to work late. I'm going to do my best to stand firm on that one.
Well, I still have plenty of stuff to do. It's April tomorrow, a new month, a new life!!!